New Book Shares Mother's Journey of Love and Loss
Patricia Fitzmaurice's new book The Blue Camaro is a memoir about raising, loving, and ultimately, losing her son. In 2013, her son John Fitzmaurice, Jr. took his own life. Now at age eighty-seven, Patricia is fulfilling her promise to her son to tell his story so that others might understand what it is like to lose a child to suicide and what his journey must have been like that it led him to that decision. The Blue Camaro offers no easy answers because there are none . To this day, Patricia still wonders what caused her son to kill himself. She documents in this book the story of John's childhood, including their family's many moves to various places from Pennsylvania to Connecticut to Florida, the birth of his sisters, his love for his dog, his difficulty in making friends, his entrepreneurial efforts from a young age, and how he saved up money to buy his first car: a Blue Camaro. The book's title reflects what may have been the happiest time in John's life. ...